I have come to realize that I cannot be angry or disgusted with the apathy epidemic in our country, because up until last week, I was part of it. Unfortunately it takes something to impact our lives so deeply, to recognize that. So here we are.
Similar to swearing, the word whatever entered my dialect as natural as breathing. Full accountability time- I always knew how dismissive “whatever” was on every level and had mastered the appropriate whatever timing. I consciously dismissed people and situations regularly when I was done. I know how many times my intention was dismissive and self righteous and holy lord. Am I ever sorry to every single person I have “whatevered”.
My new normal has given me a Crazy sense of accountability. Not because I feel obligated to, because I actually really want to. It spans across every aspect of my life. I see now that “whatevering” my whatevers, was only adding to the very thing I am complaining about.
So, my personal goal is to let whatever die in the past. It’s time for me to stop living my own version of insanity. I am the only one who has been an obstacle in my path. So today one more obstacle gets removed. RIP WHATEVER.
Much love and respect.
Xo -e
The Underground Momma 
So true for all of us and our whatever’s! Bravo!
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